Next Move...?

I'm surprised she didn't call back. I think she is really done with me. Or maybe just found another nigga and is now happy off with him. Usually when we break up she doesnt go deleting and editing stuff on myspace or whatevers but this time she did. I also sent her 2 messages on myspace and she read it but didnt bother to respond to it. I guess her love for me was really just bs huh? So much for loving me right? But I sent her message saying something like....if she ever wanted to get back with me or if it ever came to her mind and she wanted to tell she better be sure of it. She already knows how and who I am and if she is ok with it then go ahead and do so. But I also told her that if she even thinks about making that attempt to be in it with me again....the rules still apply. No nigga what so ever in any way. Last time we broke up but it was kinda somehting like a break for a month and half or something. She told me how there could never be no other and she is gonna try day and night to get me back. Never gonna give up. She still had her phone then too. But then for awhile of me not talking to her and ignoring her...she gave up. Then started immediatley flirting and messin with niggas. I mean...to the point where they wanna kiss. That's fuccin one and a half month. Someone who claims such deep love for another can really bounce back huh? in a couple weeks right? Sike... Never seen that before. So that made me wounder...The love she claimed for me...was it even real? Her actions dont seem like it. Me? I didnt do anything and there was no flirting. She was still the only one on my mind. But her...whatevers...you get it. So this time....let's say its another "break" in a way...i kinda told her but didnt make it clear and said if she didnt understand she should ask me cuz I dont want another dumb answer....and if she dont and wont even consider us again then jus forget it and goodbye....she read it and didnt reply...what does that mean? It just kinda came into mind right now as I was typing. Maybe she dont love me like she said she did or do...Now....I've come to reality and realization...forget it...My next move....Is for her to decide. Lead the way...and call me if you read this. Or...yeah... out to have a smoke and try to knocc myself the fucc out.