Answers to my Questions....

So today I saw my cousin and his soon to be wife Jenny. We were havin a beer and a smoke and just talking. She noticed my promise ring was no longer on my gold chain around my kneck and she asked me about it. I told her about the whole prom thing and told her I didnt know what to do or say no more. I mean...Im just about done with it. And she agreed with me on the situation. No girl in her right mind would do such a stupid thing? How the hell are you going to have someone dance with you when you have a boyfriend? And to start off with...How the hell are you going to say yes to go to prom with him before asking me...your boyfriend. I didnt even say anything but explain the story and situation to her. No questions asked at all and she just came out saying those things. So i guess I am right and the way I acted wasnt wrong. I have a legit reason to be and feel this way.....Now...I dont know what to do no more...I'm already feeling like I've lost her and that we're drifting apart. My feelings for her are slowly dying and soon....if she doesnt do anything to keep it in tact or to help it grow....it'll be dead....I leave it in her hands....I've got the answers to some of my questions...out to have a smoke...andthen lights out tonight. Not waiting no more....