Always Here For You...

Have you ever told anyone that? That you'll always be there for them? No matter what? And if so, who? And did you or..were you...always there for them? Well I have. I've told someone that before. Said I would always be there for them through thick and thin no matter what happens. And I mean it. I mean... I'm a man of my words and if I say something that I'm serious about, I will hold on to it. And I would expect you to too. Now, I know that that is a really big promise to hold on to and I know it would be hard to rely or be able to trust someone that much, but... you can't just immediatley say no and not give it a chance. Because it might just happen and you might just've lost that chance. Well...I told someone that a while back before. No names but I will refer to that person as "MENTHOL" and why that name? Because I love my METHOLS haha. Anyways...(clears throat) back to the story. I told Menthol that I'd always be there for them. Menthol at first was unsure of how to answer but after a couple seconds Menthol did. Menthol knows how much I feel about em but Menthol was still unsure and not certain to the fact on my word. I mean...I made many promises to Menthol before and I've never broken a single one before, so that kind of made me like..."wtf"? But I'm very understandable and I kind of sort of was like...eh, ok. Haha. But then everything turned around for Menthol and shit just went bad. Everybody scattered like Godzilla had rose from the waters of the ocean or something. Like King Kong broke out his monkey cage and went Donkey Kong. In other words...Menthol was like Godzilla of Japan and like King Kong for New York. Everybody ran away and tried to leave em alone. But me, I stuck around. I told Menthol that I would not leave. That I would ride and die by Menthol's side. To me... Menthol was like "yeah, ok. Thank you for being there and not bailing like everyone else" Yeah, that was alright and whatevers, but then I go to find out Menthol is claiming to be alone and have absolutely NOONE in Menthol's life. Clearly stated in writing mor ethan once did I come accross that Menthol claims to have "no" friends, family, or significant other. Now...Did I not tell Menthol and promise Menthol I would always be there? No matter what? Through thick and thin? Did I not? And aren't I still here? Have I left? Have I ever gone back on my words? NO! I have not. It "might" be alright for Menthol to feel that way. But keep i to yourself. I mean... Maybe I'm just trippin about it and getting all butt hurt over nothing, but...I mean...wtf? Do you not see what I'm doing? What you mean to me? How much you mean to me? My love for your dumbass? Do you not believe it? If so, why not? Sometimes...I feel like fine...you want to be alone then go be alone. You're seeing yourself as if you are anyways. Go be alone. Yeah, I know I'm an asshole and that aint the thing to say or do but I'm just like "aaaahhhh". Seems like what I'm offering isn't being seen or felt or appreciated. But Im a humble person and a relaxed person and I dont care. Haha. I'm complicated. Even if it is or not appreciated, I have been and will continue on doing what I do. Because it is my word and my word is good. I'm going to continue on being there for Menthol no matter what.



I hated using Menthol as the replacement name. I couldnt use he or she because that would hint it and who the person could or might be. Haha, it sounded wack but whatever. Bottom line is...Don't make promises you cant keep. Promise less and just do. I'm always here for you. Point Blank. Time for a Menthol HAHAH